Monday, 12 November 2012

Offspring, babies and regrets




She runs down the staircase
And into the yard
And she goes down to the end of the drive

With her friends on the phone
And her angels on guard
She's just recently just feeling alive
 
After all of the tears and the changes
Now there's something that's taken a hold
She's becoming gold

She's becoming gold , I've seen her

She thinks of a boy
That she knew back in school
And she wonders if he's doing all right

The man of her dreams
Isn't all that he seems
And the baby don't sleep through the night

Something is moving inside of her
And the weather is turning so cold
But she's becoming gold,

She's becoming gold
She's becoming gold, I've seen her
She's becoming gold

She can hear in the distance
The sound of the cars
And she sees the snow falling down on the hill

Now the trees and the houses
Are as white as the stars
And she doesn't want to cry
But she probably will

As she thinks about all of life's mystery
And how slowly the answers unfold
She's becoming gold

She’s becoming gold, I’ve seen her

And another one.....


Don't know much about you
Don't know who you are
We've been doing fine without you
But, we could only go so far 

 Don't know why you chose us
Were you watching from above
Is there someone there that knows us
Said we'd give you all our love

Will you laugh just like your mother
Will you sigh like your old man
Will some things skip a generation
Like I've heard they often can

Are you a poet or a dancer
A devil or a clown
Or a strange new combination of
The things we've handed down

I wonder who you'll look like
Will your hair fall down in curls
Will you be a mama's boy
Or daddy's little girl

Will you be a sad reminder
Of what's been lost along the way
Maybe you can help me find her
In the things you do and say

And these things that we have given you
They are not so easily found
But you can thank us later
For the things we've handed down

You may not always be so grateful
For the way that you were made
Some feature of your father's
That you'd gladly sell or trade

And one day you may look at us
And say that you were cursed
But over time that line has been
Extremely well rehearsed

By our fathers, and their fathers
In some old and distant town
From the places no one here remembers
Come the things we've handed down

Thank you, Marc Cohn, for all the things that I have yet to enjoy and relish.

1 comment:

  1. She's the devil.

    (If you are asking...)
    . So, I have to know. Was there any truth to the part of that other story where there was a stillborn baby? I shouldn't even ask this on the intermet but if i ask you in person, I might cry, and that isn't the right way to make an introduction.

    I miss my Chontchy every day. I am addicted to her soft skin and angel eyes. The way her laughter rings like bells. I sometimes think of dying so I don't have to go without her anymore. So I can hear the sound of her voice charom off my empty mind, my calloused heart that only learned to love after being forced by a tiny helpless girl who loved me first. She is the only human being for whom I feel no selfish desire. Only that instinct to watch her take another breath. Whatever she does will be good, whether she is rich or poor. When she is naughty, I can't help myself. I am delighted in her imperfection. Going without her is a long and painful fast.

    Last night, she went home with her father for another week, only it will be longer than a week. She was weeping. I wanted someone to stab me, or broadside me with their car, and the only thing that could save me from the crazy desire to give in to those emotions was the thought that the other person might be a parent, and that in that accident another child might be deprived of her mother or father.

    If you have ever gone without the reason for which you take another step forward forgive this diatribe. It is ended.

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